.. i dont know what hurts more... the fact that it's over, or the fact that i'm so easy to be replaced. .. i never would've guessed it would be her. of all people, why her? i should've talked to you, but what more is there to say? it's over already, it's all said, and done. so now there's no turning back on it... i thought you would've kept your word when you told me that you'd always be there. i guess i was wrong to think that you'd actually be there for me even if we weren't together anymore. you see, you're the one who left, and yet i feel like like i've done something wrong. i probably have, hahah. of course i have, i didn't pick up your calls, and refused to talk to you. but you know what? you deserve it. i wanna hate you soo much, but there's no way that i'll be able to bring myself to it. i wish that i could tell you everything that i've wanted to tell you, but what's the point now? .. there's no point in working things out when you dont believe in second chances. there's no point in trying anymore when you believe that i dont care. so what more do you want from me? i'm already hurting, that it's killing me. what more do you want? please, just.. leave me alone |